how about another show [09 May 2004|10:56pm] probaly at a place with grass and air.probaly liquid jesus im not sure,the fight of our live,and whoever,o...and also jesse and my new band just the two of us and by the way its not acoustic.i think youll like it im not sure we have practiced yet well see.o liquid jesus shirts probally by thursday so if you want one let me know.$2.so comment back. Later, Blaine        P.S maybe the show is this saturday.how about someone talk to me about it.                                    7 failed at trying to save me

Friends are Essential [09 May 2004|02:05am] im glad,the day i become a man in the county's eyes,18, is the day i get the shit kicked out of me.ive stepped into uncharted regions with this one, and now that i see where i was,it was never worth it.and one by one all of you,and i mean all of you have been slipping out of my life.you all have been turning your backs on me,selfishly hiding.my friends,what BULL SHIT.Fuck all of you.fuck the ones that stop at nothing to hurt me.if all of you seem not to give a damn about me then leave and close this FUCKING DOOR!!you all have asked me "blaine why do you feel the way you do?" "its probaly because you cant trust people,and therefore cant see them the way you would like to.you cant find what you have been searching for which all it is,is to fucking wake up with a smile on my face like all of you wake up with.you think what am i going to do with my friends today.g i once had friends to skate with and hang out with and just be me with.but no...no...no....i always had to keep moving on between girl to girl like a fucking slut just taking risk after risk to try to be happy and therefore giving my friends the opinion that im just a slut,when in reality i was just searching for my happy whatever that i was so jealous of everyone else having except for me.i want to be accepted again by all of you but its too late for that now.i now have no friends,no reason step on to the next stone of my life because, you always need someone to push you along and say good job every now and then and that you are becoming the person you always knew you would be.i guess ill step on by myself.alone.goodbye friends.thanks for trying. 11 failed at trying to save me

[08 May 2004|12:11am] im really excited about the acoustic show tommorow and....no thats it. a little heads up tho, i think this might be the last time you all might see me play.sorry,even tho you probally never liked it anyway.i thought friends was an everlasting thing.it didnt die like everything else.you all proved me wrong tho.and as much as you might not think i notice the way you notice my precence but say nothing to as if i would speak back but you would hear nothing.well guess what, i hear myself talking and thats all that matters.and beleive that even though you might not beable to hear it, i talk all the time,AND THE WORDS ARE FUCKING LOUD 5 failed at trying to save me

[24 Apr 2004|12:59am] one,one day soon,it will end.my worries and sorrows will fly out the window like a feather.But this not a normal feather,this feather will destroy you .it will sweep i to your brain and start to eat it away.it is the destruction caused by a need to be different.we all want it.to stand out of the crowd and be seen in other peoples eyes as diffent.it impossible to step outside this cloud of smoke of fashion.it will follow. JUST PULL THE TRIGGER,NO ONE WILL MISS YOU!! 2 failed at trying to save me

Peace corps [17 Apr 2004|05:07pm] hey everyone.how is everybodt doing?there is a date when i am leaving this whole damn country.Feb 18 2005 i am gone to North Africa and i mean not to return for 2 years.i shall be back eventually and attend college which all of you have would have finished.i am going to help people that need my help,but im also doing it to help myself.i will miss you all very much. Ovwa or i think thats how you spell bye in french. Much Love, Blaine 9 failed at trying to save me

[15 Apr 2004|10:49pm] Brendan if your reading this than you know what your coming with me and jesse to like gainsville and tallahsse and everywhereso thats what were doing over a week or two of summer.lets just go!!! Love Blaine 1 failed at trying to save me

[13 Apr 2004|10:38pm] love is the one that you wish you could grab in your hand and treat it with the most care and respect of all.love is the one that could save us and destroy us in the same blow.the ones we end up to love have the most power to hurt us.the things that they might say dont effect us the way it does with others without the love two people have for one another.when you know that two people love each other they must always look and preview the things they say and the actions they take for if it is the wrong one the other person will feel like the one thing that they once loved is gone and they squized the ones heart like an orange draining every bit of energy and love that person once felt and leaving them with nothing. 5 failed at trying to save me

[12 Apr 2004|11:12pm] alright, had to make a new journal, the old one wasnt working out to well. but go ahead and add me back to your friends list. Blaine 5 failed at trying to save me

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